so, I really thought me an Britt were gonna win. We had plans, houses already built, beach front property, houses in the south of france and bad ass cars. God damn it!! Oh well, that's what I get for being a crazy dreamer :-) well, back to reality, I think Ryan likes me. He is so cute, but he has girlfriend. But he can't resist the ol' Jenny charm hehehehehe! Anyways we'll see. I have had enough boy drama for the rest of my life just from this month alone.